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call you in the morning crying on the phone
glad to hear your voice but your voice has turned ice cold
leaving loads of messages, leaving you notes on your locked up door and your shut off phone
It was that very moment that I made up my mind
there's no longer no use for me to try
the worst case scenario is what we've been going through
worse than anything I can relate to
I've never moved on, I've always been stuck
left so much behind without building it up
so long since I wished to get up in the morning
so long since anything but singing had a meaning
the worst case scenario is what we've been going through

Vet att jag borde städa men jag orkar inte. Jag orkar knappt smörja in benen längre.
Bara en sån grej..

Kom just på att ramarna med bilder på mig och Dennis är kvar på min hylla..
Jag har inte sett dom förut för det är så mycket saker i vägen, men jag orkar ändå inte ta bort dom.
Har haft dom i ca 2 år.. Haft honom i 3.. Ett liv utan det går inte föreställa sig..


I call you in the morning crying on the phone
glad to hear your voice but your voice has turned ice cold
It was that very moment that I made up my mind
there's no longer no use for me to try

looking for trouble and reactions allt the time
like a teenage kid it makes me feel alive
ask my mother: does peace come along with age?
"no restlessness grows worse day by day"

I can't control my hope I can't control my dreams
I can't eat I can't sleep I can't do anything